EMOSI vs. BARAN

hey...arini ak mmg bley di anugerahkan ''award'' la..sbb KURANG AJAR..hish..ak pown xtao camne bley ter'marah' plak housemate ak yg sorg tu..dia bley dikatakan pangkat kakak la..tp mmg pown.. ak bukan x respect dia..tp da melampau kot..be4 dis ak da cuba kot control ak punye 'temper'..tp arini plak yg ter'meletos'nye..*laughing*...geram kot..

act kejadian sbnrnye bkn nye da pape pown..just suara ak ter'menjerit' skit msa ckp..nthen dia tros sound ngan siap mimik muka lagik..sapa x bengang..tetba je kot..n housemate ak yg laen ckp suara ak xde la menjerit mne pown..kekdg tu dia 'mengilai sorg2 lam bilik tgh2 mlm org x kata pe pown.. xberani nak tego sbnrnya..*hormat*..ak ni bknnye baik sgt..lama2 pendam meletop gak..malangnya hari ni la plak..*laughing*..housemate ak yg laen pown mmg 'panas' ngan dia..tp diamkan je..alasan..hormat...huh..kalo da melampau nak hormat pe lg..even dia tua mna skali pown, dia kena hormat kita gak..ni asyik kita je hormat dia...huih..mna bley!!..

btw..rsa bersalah gak ak..tp nak wut camna..bnda da jadi..lol..

HANYA BERSERAH...

arghh..my TEENAGE life is over..!!

hari ni..12th april 2009..ak da dewasa!! alamak..perangai cam bdak2 lagi..lol..tp xpe la LIFE MUST GO ON..poyo je kan..ak happy sgt sbb da org yg sgt sayang kat ak di dunia ni...PARENT ak x penah lupa nak wish b'day kat ak..diorg la yg pling awal wish..pkol 9.30 pm, 11 april 2009..haha..x msok g pon..n pg td diorg call lg..7.45 am, 12 april 2009..4 the last wish..rindu sgt kat my parent..i wish to be there with them..*sad*...hurmm anyway..my BFF a.k.a my BELOVED SISTER yg lain mak lain bapak.. dan orang yang pling rapat ngan ak pon among the 1st yg wish kat ak...rindu dia gila2..i love u NUR ADLIN ZULEIKA..!! ak harap sgt2 kita akan kekal camni smpi smpi mati n even di akhirat..

bila da ari2 penting ni ak igt kat ATOK n NENEK ak..diorg da xde kat dunia ni..*sad*..ak cucu yg pling rapat ngan nenek ak..dia la tmpt ak bermanja msa kecik dulu..ak slalu tdo ngan dia..mkan ngan dia..ak igt lg..dulu msa ak merajuk ngan mak n x nak mkn nasi, nenek ak akan pujuk n suap ak nasi..bru ak makan..3 tahun lepas sblm dpt berita atok ak meninggal, ak mimpi dia dtg jpa ak..ak igt maybe sbb ak terlalu rindukan dia..msa tu dia pergi Makkah..lg seminggu je dia nak balik..ak x sabar2 nak jpa dia..nka bt camna..ALLAH lebih sayangkan dia..ak just bole doakan dri sini..tahun lps plak atok ak meninggal..ak xda disisi dia jgak..maybe ALLAH x bg ak tgk..ak tao ak x mampu nak mghadapinya..kalo bole ak xnak lagi kehilangan org yg tersyang..ak x bersedia lg..alamak...sedih arr...lol

ni nak cerita plak psl crush ak ni..dia da gtao ak yg b'day dia 12 april gak kalo ikot chinesse lunar.

and smlm ak wish la kat dia..n he wish me back ' Thx, happy bday 2 u too,nurul*smile*'..that's all...lol..bodoh kan ak..?? btw..pas2 ak on9 msn..dia pown on9..ak IM la dia..x byk pown kitowg sembang..hurmm..korg rsa2 la..ptt ke ak trus simpan perasaan kat dia..?? act ak nak kwn ngan dia..n nak jadi rapat..tp ak xtao camna..ak tkot nnt dia pk bukan2 psl ak..ni pown da kwn ak ckp yg dia da tao sapa ak..tkot jgak ak..lol..hurmm..lantak la..i'll try to forget him..please help me..lol..

haha...

tree hugger..

The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"

The tree said, "I wish I could be

A different kind of tree,

The cat wished that it was a bee,

The turtle wished that it could fly

Really high into the sky,

Over rooftops and then dive

Deep into the sea.

And in the sea there is a fish,

A fish that has a secret wish,

A wish to be a big cactus

With a pink flower on it.

And in the sea there is a fish,

A fish that has a secret wish,

A wish to be a big cactus

With a pink flower on it.

And the flower

Would be its offering

Of love to the desert.

And the desert,

So dry and lonely,

That the creatures all

Appreciate the effort.

Et le chacalot a dit:

"Je voudrais être un yéti

Pour voler dans la nuit

Et m'envoler loin d'ici"

Mais le yéti a dit:

"Je veux être un monstre marin

Pour pouvoir sauter dans la mer

De tous les requins"

And the rattlesnake said,

"I wish I had hands so

I could hug you like a man."

And then the cactus said,

"Don't you understand,

My skin is covered with sharp spikes

That'll stab you like a thousand knives.

A hug would be nice,

But hug my flower with your eyes."

The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"

The tree said, "I wish I could be

A different kind of tree,

The cat wished that it was a bee,

The turtle wished that it could fly

Really high into the sky,

Over rooftops and then dive

Deep into the sea.

And in the sea there is a fish,

A fish that has a secret wish,

A wish to be a big cactus

With a pink flower on it.

And in the sea there is a fish,

A fish that has a secret wish,

A wish to be a big cactus

With a pink flower on it.

And the flower

Would be its offering

Of love to the desert.

And the desert,

So dry and lonely,

That the creatures all

Appreciate the effort.